i'm so pissed & happiiee at the same time. since i'm so free i'll post it all. early in the morning i woke up. my eyes were half open. so i banged on the walls and it hurt my face. then i woke up started sobbing. my face hurts! then after breakfast nadhirah called said she'd be waiting. then i was like 'um okay.' then went down. the darn bus came late. then i saw Martina who is also going to skool. we chated. then we board the bus. sat togedda. then she took out her penknife and then asked miie to take out mine. i was like WTH?!. i mean she's still doing it! i was like OMGOMG! her's is even more worst than my cuts. At least mine is healing. i was like "sorriie can't do it anymore. I'm trying to kick the habit of cutting myself." and she was like "when euu get so innocent one?" so it went on and on and on. until i reached skool. bade her goodbye went to the bus stop. nadhirah wasn't there so i just walked to skool. then lessons was all boring. PE was first played basketball. Surprisingly, i can't play that well animore. cos i was so veryvery lazy. Gah~. then aft that was maths. couldn't pay much attention as i was busy scribbling things on paper. weee~ the reccess. didn't have the appetite to eat. so while drinking we disturb boys! notti girlss! okay and this went on...i mean since urm...yesterday i guess. we disturb alotalot of ppl. weee~ then aft reccess was mother toungue. went to comp lab. did dialog and book review.oh crap! then it was art. i was in no mood at all for art. *sighs* i think we learnt urm.Emphasis,Movements andandand Rhythm.yup. then the teacher was like "do all assignments on time.some ppl are so lazy they dun want to hand in." i have not been handing in my pathetic art work! sheesh~ who cares. then she told us to do some stuffs. i started scribbling stuffs on the paper she gave. then she find it quite nice. show to the class.i dunnoe i was doing what i was supposed to do! weee~ blushblush! weeee~ then it was live. i was like so sleepy and almost fell asleep if not for Miss Chin haish~ then i was like thinking of lots of stupid stuff. then when the bell rang, we dun care and rushed out of the class for lunch. crapcrapcrap!
i felt pissed cause Martina was like persuading miie to cut myself like old times. she even made it so temptating too! ugh! i'm sorry but i've promised like alotalot of people not to do it again and i dun wanna give them empty promises. well i can't just stop suddenly right? i'm so addicted to it. i just might be seen playing with penknife but that doesn't mean i cut myself right? i am trying to kick the habit. I might cut it again butbut onli if i'm desparate. and happiiee i kiss my darldarldarl Shery! kisseskisseskisses! weeee~ so troubles away happiness is claimed! kisses! & that made my day! weee~




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